dont tell me youre going to do something
and then not do it
this just develops expectations
and when exceptations arent made
things fall apart
you may fall apart
and i did
you say things that you wish you never said
you think things that has never entered your mind before
and it all sums up to negativity
no one has seen me this way
no one has felt the tears on my pillow
no one knows the pain that i feel
except me
where the smile on my face hides it all
and when my eyes are dried from the tears that i have shed
maybe one day you may see
how much you truely mean to me
how much time and effort i spend on this
how much im willing to give up for you
maybe one day you may see