I miss you like crazy but look at the moon tonight baby. See, we're not that far apart.

when its cold in my world,

its gonna b his warm embrace that i miss.

when my day is dark

its gonna b his smile that lights up my heart that i miss.

when shivers run down my spine,

its gonna b his gentle kiss that comforts me that i miss.

when hes not in arms reach,

its gonna b him that i miss.

baby, my world, my life is just not gonna b the same without you because you are my life! for the next couple of days, my better half is not a part of me. the reason why i smile at the beginning of my day and the last words "i love you" i hear before i go to bed. the only way i may smile after a bad day or when im just not in the mood. im going to miss you so much but i do hope that you have a good time in north carolina! baby, you are my everything and yes, its only a couple of days but its gonna feel like forever without you. on your trip i hope you remember that i love you more than anything in this world and more than anyone can love anything, mwahhhh ♥

adrian alexander hodgson

---------------------------------------------------

hes the reason for the smile on my face

the laughter in my life

the happiness i feel.

hes my only one now and forever.

he makes me the happiest person in the world,

each and every day.

everyday were together

just makes my love for him grow

into something unbelieveable.

what we got is strong

and nothing in this world can part me from him.

yes we fight

yes we fuss

yes we get angry with each other

but only because i care about him so much

that i couldnt stand to let him go

anytime,

ever.

its the world's greatest feeling

in love and being loved.

we are gonna have to work at this

everyday

for as long as we want to b together

but im willing to do that

because i want him

i want all of him

everyday

till the day that i die.

IM HIS AND HES MINE.

* happy five months my baby*

try sleeping with a broken heart
and unless you seen the pain i feel
baby you dont kno what its like
try staying up till 3 in the morning
waiting and waiting
for something to happen
but nothing ever does
try falling asleep with tears in your eyes
and wake up to find
that the tears are dried
but the heartache you feel still there
try having all of the negative thoughts
all bunched up into one moment
the moment when youre lying there
wondering what hes doing
or where he is
why he hasnt messaged or called you yet
try being me and then see if you can
try sleeping with a broken heart

dont tell me youre going to do something
and then not do it
this just develops expectations
and when exceptations arent made
things fall apart
you may fall apart
and i did
you say things that you wish you never said
you think things that has never entered your mind before
and it all sums up to negativity
no one has seen me this way
no one has felt the tears on my pillow
no one knows the pain that i feel
except me
where the smile on my face hides it all
and when my eyes are dried from the tears that i have shed
maybe one day you may see
how much you truely mean to me
how much time and effort i spend on this
how much im willing to give up for you
maybe one day you may see

Gotta Work For What You Want And Baby I'm Giving It My All

baby hold me when the sun refuses to shine
when youre the only one that can light up my day
light up my whole world, inside and out
baby b by my side when i call your name
when my heart calls for no one but you and you only
b the only warmth i feel when my heart is empty
and wrap me around your arms and never let go
baby b waiting there for me
when things get tough, when i need a hand
when i need you more than anyone
when things go wrong and when im not strong
my boyfriend, my lover
but most importantly, my full time bestfriend
baby stay with me through it all

i needed you when the sun shut down on me

when all i could feel was the cold air rushin inside of me

and all i wanted was to b in your arms

to feel the way i did

i needed you when everything else didnt matter anymore

when my heart was broken and empty

i needed you when no one else was there

and the only words i could say

were the lyrics to my songs

i needed you when tears fell down on my pillow

when i felt lonley and all alone in the world

i needed you when i called for your name

but you never came

i needed you when my heart called for yours

but it never replied

i needed you to spend the lonley hours

but the time just kept ticking

i needed you but you werent there